Cupcake code!

Guess who just got accepted as a cupcakemafia rep?!
Moi!!!
I'm super duper excited to help them rep their clothes!
Here is their story..:

Being a part of the Cupcake Mafia family is much more than a trend; you are establishing a brand and promoting a lifestyle! Cupcakes live for the words they wear because they are just as powerful the words they speak! Cupcake Mafia’s purpose was to come together to make the ultimate t-shirt fashion line and ignite an intense movement of uniqueness and originality. The t-shirt represents the everyday cupcake (our name for females) looking to make their mark in a uniform world by dynamic and expressive visual self-expression. Cupcake Mafia is more than a brand, it’s a lifestyle. All of our t-shirts are for women and produced by women! Each T-shirt Smells Like Cupcakes! Yumm!

Cupcake Mafia started 3 years ago as just a dream in an office space that was the size of a closet with 5 women working everyday to see this dream manifest. With all of us having a background in fashion, we not only wanted this to be a great t-shirt brand but we wanted there to be a mission and greater cause behind our brand. Cupcake mafia girls not only love our shirts but also live the brand as a lifestyle. Our consumer’s frequently use our cupcake terminology. It’s a style of dressing and expressing oneself and is an overall persona.  The celebrities that have reached out to us in this huge movement have made our road to success a little easier by bringing their fan base along on our Cupcake Mafia journey. Even though 5 hard workers were packed into a small office, everyday was fun and worth it because we wanted to see our movement and brand grow. We started this company with 300 dollars and 30 t-shirts.

Today we would like to extend you the opportunity to join our movement. As a part of our Cupcake Mafia family, our brand is growing right in front of our eyes. Cupcake Mafia is Not only a Clothing Brand it is a Cult. As our Cupcakes make their mark through the streets of New York, Coffee Shops worldwide and Fashion Arenas throughout the U.S. will you be there taking the long journey of success with us?

Giving to a “Sweet” Cause

As a new fashion line we have also set the standard of philanthropy. The Save the Cupcake Foundation is dedicated to the research, cure, and education of Breast Cancer awareness for women. 20% of the proceeds go to our Susan G. Komen Breast Cancer Foundation and other Cancer-related causes and foundations. Our dedication for the cause is due in part, to the loss of the one of the Founders loss of her grandmother to Breast Cancer. This loss greatly affected her and was her call duty. As a result she has combined her two loves of fashion and family to keep her grandmother’s memory alive.

Frequently Used Cupcake Mafia Terminology:

Muffin - Ex Boyfriend or A Person you were previously interested in.

Cupcake -  a sweet chic. or any female thats amazing has goals and dreams.

Baker’s Man –  A guy that supports the movement, or has your best interest no matter what!

For Sweet Sake - When you see something that makes your jaw drop.

Buns - Girls that are not cupcakes, that continue to Hate on what you are doing or your success
(A Bun can also be a girl that is not attractive, has a bad attitude, or just not to your liking)

Icing –  stands for many things money, cars, bling, material things,
(Use this by saying, ” Wow, Im impressed he definitely has a lot of Icing”

Our Website: www.cupcakemafiats.com
Our Twitter: www.twitter.com/cupcakemafiats.com
Our Tumblr: www.cupcakemafiats.tumblr.com
Our Facebook: www.facebook.com/cupcakemafiats
Our Instagram: Cupcakemafiats

I am also excited to give you  my code..

It's CHALL214 you guys can use my code for a discount! 

Happy Baking <3

Money

To add on to my last post... As I said before that was a confession to myself mostly but having written it out will hopefully prevent me from taking it all back and like the saying goes once on the internet always on the internet. So it's like a tattoo.
But yeah the problem I am having with money is I had a tooth extracted my 1st and 3rd molars back in january when my mom had a job and pretty damn good insurance. Well fast forward to july a week before her birthday they let her go and took away..well pretty much everything saying she didn't do her job and shit. I'll be honest...she didn't do her job...she did OTHER PEOPLES jobs..on TOP of hers a workload I feel she couldn't handle but did so without precision I am guessing. But here's the real doosey they had her train several people to do HER job. She knew what was going on my mother is perceptive but unfortunately business wise not smart because she did not look for another job even though she knew she should have. However she was and still is going to school for a BA in business.
Now with her still being out of a job that just leaves my father...who a few months back confessed to my youngest sister (who just recently turned 18) that he can't do it (support us) alone. Needless to say this coming from my FATHER whom out of my 19 years of living have only seen him cry ONCE and who's face never shows the slightest bit of any type of weakness known to man, SCARED THE LIVING SHIT OUT OF MY SOUL!
Anyway now here I am In tolerable pain from my impacted 3rd molar on my top right pushing against my other teeth and my second molar now without pain for 3 days after giving me hell for a month every night wondering how I am going to help pay if not pay for all of my important dental work.
The work i need done:
4 teeth extracted
3 wisdom teeth (2 of which are certainly impacted)
and 1 tooth (my 2nd molar on left bottom) I am positive is succumbing to infection.
2 implants ( 1 for 1st molar already extracted and another for the 2nd molar yet to be taken care of)
I remember my dentist telling me that it is better if I get it extracted to lower the risk of ANOTHER failing root canal which I had lived with for 7 seven years mind you it was infected for 5 or 6 of those 7 years but I did not feel anything because they had obviously taken away all nerves.
I wish i could've kept the tooth but I forgot to ask damnit all.
But I have much work left to do and for now my mom just wants me to get the rest of my wisdom teeth extracted to relieve my pain...
On to my other health problem since I have been waking up due to the excruciating pain in my lower left jaw I have taken I shit you not countless aleves and vicodins with NO PAIN RELIEF. I took them without caring for any serious setbacks that might occur..only to receive my new eyeliner after a friend of mine left to colorado on Tuesday take a nap and wake up with yet again I shit you not those damn eye boogers covering my eye making my vision blurry.
I washed it off and went back to sleep woke up the next morning BOTH of my eyes looked as if I had pink eye and more eye boogers (wtf is the scientific name for that shit?) I had slept all day after 5 pm (if one can call that all day) I just kept my sunglasses on because I was having mild light sensitivity I actually have photosensitivity but yet again only mild.
The i woke up this AFTERNOON with my eyes looking normal so i looked up and down to check and as I am looking down i notice red so I'm like oh fuck it hasn't cleared up yet and I pull my eyelid up to reveal what looks to me like several blood vessels broken in my eye. It looked pretty serious to me. I showed my mom who of course brushes it off my first reaction was to as her if it was because I took so many pills at once. Neither of us knew and still don't know.

I am now also having problems with financial aid... I own 1500 bucks because of something and I don't know why annnnd now I am on academic probation and receiving emails about me not going to that school anymore and I 'm thinking wtf said I wasn't going YOU are the ones that put me on academic probation and I don't even know htf that works. I have not talked to them I have been putting it off because I am afraid of what answers await my questions.
So any advice given will be greatly appreciated.

My Life

Ok...soo I have been having issues lately...
It's time for a sob story...
First off I want to say that I am happy being alive, I enjoy the smallest, simplest things it has to offer, I see beauty in almost every and anything. But I AM NOT happy with the life I live... I wish I had the resources to make it better and ease the physical,mental,and emotional pain of not only my selfish self but the pain of others. I have yet to realize what my calling in life is and I feel as if time is slipping away from me and I am taking notice to it. In doing so, I have made the TERRIBLE decision to remain a child.
By saying that I mean I have tried to neglect all/every adult responsibility possible. well responsibility in general. By the looks of it I have become a 19 year old college dropout because I allowed myself to fall behind and become lazy and uncaring.
This is my time to confess and reflect about what I have/am done/doing and I blamed others for the mistakes I made and I am to say the least ultimately ashamed of myself.
I have no job and I am not looking hard enough. For every job I find and say to myself "oh that's good!" I find 8 negative reasons as to why I SHOULDN'T go for it.
I am disgusted with myself for talking bad about people who do as I am doing... Making myself seem more important or what have you then turning around to try and soften a blow by saying we are all the same we live we die and time doesn't wait for anyone.
Now here I am in physical pain and I cannot help my family the way I would like. Instead of becoming a provider I have become a burden to my family and myself.
I have no excuses except for ... My confession is I am now openly admitting to- that I am terrified. I am terrified of being an adult. I wish to hold on to my childhood, my innocence, my responsibility free life.
I am afraid I will forever be a failure and that if I fail even just once I will be the embarrassment of my entire family. I can no longer make decisions on my own. Instead I chose to leave and push that responsibility onto others leaving me free of any consequences should any arise.
I do realize that by not trying is my greatest failure but I also admit that I feel NO failure because it was my choice to not take a chance. It was my choice to FAIL.
It is a twisted reality I understand that now.
I have two sides within me that argue against each other EVERY SECOND OF EVERY DAY...I have thin undying want to be an adult and I want to take on those challenges of that life. Then there is the child side that cries and says NO I WON'T DO IT! Because she fails to realize that it's time. It's time to grow up.
I'm afraid that I will be too busy to experience life...life ITSELF...to taste foods unknown to smell mountain air to interact with different people of every culture in the ENTIRE UNIVERSE. I am afraid that I will be what most people are...fooled into believing that life is orthodox and structured or that my life will unknowingly become that way.
I know it's not just about where you go what you see and do. But I don't want to be like my parents working till death, wishing it would pay off and getting beaten by life everyday or working at a job I detest only to be let go without a crutch to stand on and a full body cast.
Yet it seems that I have already helped myself into that situation. I do not know how I am going to get myself out. I do not know who to talk to and I am now choosing to ignore the problems. Thus causing an even greater negative response.
I don't really know where to start with my moving forward but I know that becoming an adult won't happen overnight. I am also asking for any help and guidance anybody has for me if anybody is reading this I am hoping by some crazy chance that someone will read this and give me advice because I'm scared my life will start to go downhill at a faster rate than I can catch. Anyway ending this post with something that seems to help me when I feel like I need to live up to standards set by society.
It does not matter how slow you go, so as long as you don't stop. -Confucius-