I'm Still Learning

Hahahaha ok here goes nothing again...I'm still learning how to do things on the internet...is that sad..grwing up with all this technology and never really knowing how to use it all....i mean i have a friend who can put the music in a video but doesnt know how to post it on FB weird huh? I can spell and say big words but ask me to do something simple like change my FAFSA info and Im like what am i supposed to do where do i go whats my information... and i just found out like i shit you not 78 milliseconds ago that my keboard on my laptop lights up so i can see the letters in the dark..annnd to add insult to injury i was just complaining about it last weekend sadddd..... annnd now i cant update my internet explorer so i just downloaded google chrome which i dont use.. omg i need to find tutorials on this shit so i wont be so techno-illiterate..lol ok i dont really have anything else to say soooo i guess this is a short one..hahah annnywayyyy thanks for reading everyone if anyone does!! :) have a wonderful life!

Fun Stuff

Sorry for not writing about my problems everyone but Ive been dealing with family issues these people startin to piss me off for real.....Time to try and find a job to make my own and move out...Okay every one i might be flodding my Blog with crap tonight but im bored and whatnot...but anyway
first things first...You guys go to YouTube and check out a couple of channles for me including mine You dont have to but i would love it if you did!
1st link!!! https://www.youtube.com/user/thosegirlsarewild
These girls man...No Joke LOVELY!!! they are so witty funny smart and last but not least GAWWWGEOUS!!! i have watched a majority if not all of their vids oh and here is their website too
www.thosegirlsarewild.com  SOOOO GO CHECK EM OUT (if you havent already) GIVE ME SOME CREDIT (WHOOP WHOOOOP) and like whatcha like!
2nd link! https://www.youtube.com/user/LilAriesCece?feature=mhee Thiiis is my YouTube ohk ohk i know my videos suck but i like to cath random moments on my ipod...oh and another thing i have a terrible mouth and curse very loudly so if you think you might have someone around who wont like that then obviously watch it in secret or dont watch it at all hahah SUBSCRIBE WATCH AND COMMENT if you want i hate people that beg for attention..because thats what it is begging for attention...
oh and this is one of those times im going to be a hypocrite....
PLEASE I'M BEEEEGGGINNNG YOU GUYSSSSS WATCH THIS VID OF ME AND MY FRIEND NOT DOING SO WELL TO BIG BANG'S FANTASTIC BABY!!! hahahah jkjkjk but really if you guys want watch the video and tell us what you think obviously the song was new when we did it and we didnt know it well but we were bored and i asked if she would since no one else i know would even dream of acting like a complete idiot for thousands to see lol! heres the link I would say sunscribe to her but i dont think she has a lot of videos..but if ya wanna sub to her tooooo! Shes the best..<3
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i4c4uaC-cnQ&feature=my_liked_videos&list=LL2RAtMrGq15PwIDzWjRRQag

ok its a little loud...i think..lol ok i think thats it everyone!! :)

Friends pissing friends off

This was a few weeks back..Im a slow updater on life lol..Tell me what you think about this has anything about a friend pissed you off if so what let me know!

Friends Pissing Friends Off

To make a long story short… I wanted to talk to my friend about something serious…It hasn’t always been like this in my house annnyway I wanted to tell her how I was on the verge of burning the house to the ground and crying my ass off while I was out for a walk… I told her to call my mom’s phone if she was busy and couldn’t FT (Face Time) at the moment…I asked her what time she got off of work... I think it’s normally at 9:15 or some crazy shit like that. She never answered me but she called…so I answered and I was talking and she’s laughing…so I stop and she says oh I’m sorry I'm listening go ahead.. I’m all like ok yo so yeah BLAH BLAH BLAH*giggle* my face :o O.O and I’m thinking WTF that was something serious so I got the feeling she was with Mitch…Some guy she’s been hanging out with and sort of lying to me about in a way… I’ve never met him...yet... anyway I’m not the type of person that wants to bother someone with my sad, dreadful bullshit of a life if they’re having fun...Cause I’m just gonna ruin it… But she tells me to keep going…I think I was on the phone with her for 8 mins. of her GIGGLING ( I know what her LAUGH is yo and she was giggling) I know she likes him and I get that what I’m mad about is she’s lied about him more than once. Or she’ll “withhold” information I don’t judge her but I do rant/lecture her…then in the end I'm just like it’s your life your choice, whatever you do yo, be careful…

I just stopped pretended something happened and said I’ll call you back yo… and hung up…that was Monday… anyway what was going on made me cry so badly I stayed outside and started thinking(which is bad for someone like me cause I can think TOO damn much and it can be dangerous no joke no bueno yo) I was outside for 2 hours…my mom called her phone from my father’s cellular devviiice and told me to come home cause she needed her phone so I was like alright been there in a min. I got to my house sooner than I wanted to and I found some chalk on our back porch (we have a middle school I used to go to a billion years ago across the street and I go there all the time...it’s the innocence of the place you know the whole reliving childhood memories thing) so I went back and drew a few things… I was gone for like 12 mins… and I know this because I listened to a song that was 12 mins. And it was over by the time I got in the door…I gave her her phone and I thought I would be able to go back out...NOOOOOO that’s wasn’t gonna fly because my dad didn’t go to bed like I had thought was going to happen (I should’ve known better when he’s the way he was that night he doesn’t go to sleep immediately) and in my house for SOME PSYCHOLOGICAL reason my parents lock the doors…AALLLL THE EFFIN TIME YO! You’ll see why this shit gets on my last mothafuckin nerves(in our apt we live in yes I know I keep saying house but fuck off I don’t care any way the doors have two locks that turn opposite each other so one is horizontal and the other is vertical when locked or unlocked… it can get kinda confusing).

But anyway I stayed in the house for almost an hour waiting for him to knock the fuck out so I can go back outside WITHOUT THE FEAR OF HIM FREAKINGOUT I WAS LEAVING OR LOCKING MY BITCH ASS OUT THE FUCKING HOUSE!!! By 40 mins. later I had grown weary of waiting ,I left anyway… for 2 reasons

1: to not be in the house disturbing the people who slumber with my incessant bawling

And deuce: to walk back and get the chalk I had forgotten -_-“ yeah I left it there cause I cant remember shit when I'm singing out loud apparently.. So I go back and couldn’t find the chalk..its a box full of fuckin chalk… so I was like oh fuck no I'm not letting some kid with sticky fingers get away with my stress releasers tha fuck I looook like..?! its got like 20 pieces of chalk and 2 smaller boxes of 12…that might as well be molded into 6 big chalk things..anyway yeah that’s how many I had..or how full it was I should say so I looked and it was on a table I left it on ahhaha duh me! Anyway I grabbed it and started crying again so I sat down..but got back up and walked home I said to myself ill come back later on tonight.. I don’t sleep so it was gonna be hard..but yeah I go home thankfully I had my key uin my back poket from the pants I was wearing I left them in there from previous excursions that day I get to the door…its locked…so I try my key…the door sisnt open..in my head I'm thinking this faded motthfu..did he really..just..damn I walk around to my window that stays unlocked because I shit you not I leave the house at all hours of the night yo..HOWEVER I forgot my window is hard to opem the regular way…I tried to open it from the outside like the way inside and no go….timmy didn’t like sushi cause that shit was thrown in my face like a big ass HAHAHA YOU DUMB FUCK! SMH I sat there texted my mom,and posted on my sisters FB wall…I went back to my drawing spot and stayed for 3 hours…it was like 1 I think when I thought hello I can text my Bff (who was totally busy earlier) and tell her to call my mom and ask to let my bitch ass in… I didn’t have wifi and if its not obvious I don’t have a phone..i lost that bitch somewhere in my room still haven’t found it…

I go back home and text her she asks like 10 mins later ‘you want me to call her?’ Are you fucking serious…I literally TEXTED HER IN PLAIN FUCKING ENGLISH “CAN YOU CALL MY MOM AND TELL HER MY FUCKING DAD LOCKED ME OUT?”  I took a breath (that’s how mad/sad BEYOND ALL WORDS I WAS!) and said yes cause I already tried texting her… 5 mins later my mom unlocked the door….she was like I didn’t do it what happened I said “left chalk went to go get it came back you guys didn’t want me anymore”  (my mom understands my sarcasm my dad not so much maybe its cause hes old :/ eh well hell) she handed me her phone and Nina was still on it..i was too pissy so I quickly stated when she asked if I was ok I said ”thank you..No I'm not and ill call you tomorrow bye.”I didn’t call.. I went all through TuesDAY not hearing a word from her….its been so different with her lately.. IDGAF who I'm with my FAMILY is a priority ALWAYS! shes my family… so why do I feel its different with her..idk and an hour ago at 0:00 12:00 midnight she sends me a message asking if I was ok and that I said I would call… I said “Yep…and I was but changed my mind..i didn’t see this…but ummm I'm going to beeeed annnnnnyway…” I sent that message I continued with”Niiiiight” with no reply from either… so I sent another one saying “ J oh I will call you tomorrow..i meant to send that in a text to be incognito” ( the site we always talk on if someone is writing people can see you writing it sucks when you don’t want to talk to someones whos been bothering you :/) still no reply… Right now…I'm just…mad that I feel like I'm bothering her when shes with a dude she likes…It’s a classic case of Please don’t let our friendship change because of a third party L….

Anyway signed FOREVERALONE.. because I’m the only one of all of the people I now spend my time with who is still alone L

Brand Spanking New!

Alright.. Soooo I feel as if this going to be a little awkward for me...I'm not even sure why I started this..Or i guess i should say I'm not entirely sure what the EXACT reason is...I'll just say I wanted to give it a try... Anyway..I'm going to be writing about...almost any and everything....and I'll even write about what you guys (or whoever reads and enjoys wtf i write) want me to talk about. I can talk about A LOT FOR INFINITY if no one stops me... so yeahhhh.. Ok so I hope i won't just be writing to myself..ehh either way it goes I'm getting a lot off my chest...I have a youtube...if you wanna check that out too..yet again i talk about random shit... oh yeah too the stuff you might need to know about lil ol me!

1: I am very funny...( it's facts yo people have told me I am funny and they weren't my parents! They were my sisters XD)
2: I talk a lot of shit...example: when I wanted to do a video presentation for my ASP course I said the same 3 things over again for 6-8 mins i just worded my paragraphs differently and threw in some jokes that would make people stop paying attention to what i was saying and be like huh i didn't get it let me think about that. errrgooo tttaaalking shhiiieeet!
3: If you haven't noticed by now I have a sailors mouth...like crazy..If you don't like it call your congress man and tell him/her to put a lock on my mouth because it's the only way i'm ever gonna shut my face.. Don't tell me it's not lady like cause I'll say fuck off (found my first  topic)
4: I talk a hell of a whole lot,ramble, I'm random, and sometimes I won't stay on topic and all that shabam!
5: I like all types of music... Trust me in almost all lanuages... I like the obvious since I'm from Texas lol jk i hate country (most country sorry) i like RnB HipHop Rap (but not a lot) Jpop Jrock Kpop Cpop Crock (hah crock) Italian music French Russian...umm German Rock.. I mean ask me and i might listen to them... Oh and recommend me some people! :)
6: I'm random as fuck and my sense of humor doesn't always transfer :/ it's the way the world works!
7: I appreciate people... and I mean people that really deserve it... I know you hear about people having big hearts and blah blaadi blllahhh... I will have you knnnnow.. I am one of those people.. But a darkside to that is sometimes I can be shallow (my best friend says I'm shallow another says I'm not I'll let you decide wtf you want), impatient, possesive (over stuff that is or will be mine ;)) (All things I've come to terms with and working on), Couter attacking that I can be VERY generous almost to the point where I'm the one people come to for money and I'll give anything to the people i care for even if i have to kill for it..(not really but you can guess how serious that gets)I'm very open minded.. I care A LOT about the enviroment and animals... I mean (to me) that/they was/were all here before we (Man/Woman) were.
 I'm being lazy and I'm talking to much so anything else you will probably find out as far I'll let this thing go...
oh ummm I'm 19 Birthday 03/22/1993 (CHHHYYEEAH) Purple is the best color evvva :F and I'm not computer savvy.. -_- sad yes i know aww poor bitch can't really operate a computerrr let's feel sorry for her and point and laugh...ok the pity/laugh-at-her party is now OVVVVVVAAA *crack knuckles* LETS GET TO IT! KAJAAA! My youtube...ummm shit i forgot ahh well maybe later :) LEGGO YO!