You know what....

I was just thinking about something.. Okay So I was on this website (when I googled myself don’t judge I think everyone should do it to see whats out there and not many people have my name. I found some funny things look me up Ceja Hall I have a international winery lmao jkjkjk I'm a nobody about twitter accounts and it was when I just got my twitter some time ago idk a few years maybe and I found out that the cost of my account (I'm guessing) was like 8 bucks and then I was what?! I don’t have 8 tweets. I had just got up to 1000 something I forgot and I was like this is wrong so I pressed the update button and now my account is worth *drumroll please* it’s a whopping $48.67 I know amazing right?! Please my ass… it kind of makes me wonder how much my youtube and facebook and stuff is worth …it actually makes me sad cause I know there are so many people who are like…. Internet sensations and I'm just..not I’m not feeling sorry for myself or trying to get any sympathy I'm just writing it down to fuel me to do better because you can actually make money off of shit like this and that and various other things besides I want to send messages by making videos and having people read into my soul and what not. Because I'm the type of person who wants to share my story so others can learn or someone who has been or is in the same situation can know that they aren’t the only ones. Okay well yeah that’s why oh and I just started my general psy class today and I can already see it KICKING MY ASS x__x WHHHHYYY?! ANYWAY… that’s all for real for now folks who are still reading my crap.